after 3 years of not being out went to a blood sprinkler rave & had the time of my life. found parking easily, Uber & drinks paid for, VIP wristband, consumed droga, met some amazing people, got called a power bottom by the lady who whooped my ass black & blue over a spanking bench, saw the sun rise over the LA city line.
I really love where I live, and I missed being out. I miss realizing everyone is not from here, and feeling like this weird special little creature as a result. I miss getting transplants high and telling them I hope my home town is treating them well. To avoid the fake west side/Hollywood shit and go to the “bad areas” because the best people are there.
I missed smoking outside even though I need to quit. The deep inebriated convos you can have with people who you’ll never see again? Lighting cigarettes for pretty women or men I don’t know lighting mine without asking. I miss all the sapphic supportive love from women. My home girl was running up to random girlies telling them they were beautiful bad bitches and. I needed that energy again.
I am full and my cheeks sting. Getting arnica cream tomorrow…
A coping thought I have is no matter how large my feelings feel, the universe is larger than them. I can walk outside, look up, and see all the room I have to let go.
Invasion of the Bee Girls (Denis Sanders, 1973)
White people dont say gee whilikers anymore
i say “golly” and “jeepers” as much as i can to make up for it
Thank you for your Caucasian diaspora cultural preservation efforts
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i should be naked with my lover not whatever this is
1963, Girl at party uses rope swing
I know it seems like I’m asking for a lot in the donations but consider a family of 5 that just lost everything. I mean everything. Our home, our savings, my brother’s college tuition, my parents’ retirement plan.
We’re literally asking for bare minimum to rebuild from scratch in a strange country.
To regain a sense of stability. So my dad can find a new career after 30 years. So I can support my parents on one income. So my brother can get through the semester.
Please, please help us.
🌸🪻 Support a Black Queer Jewish Family During Tough Times 🪻🌸
My friend Jacqueline and her beautiful family have been going through some especially challenging times recently. Jacqui is grieving a close friend’s death, dealing with jobs not adequately providing proper pay, major health issues, several moves across Canada and the US, looming debts and the inability to make essential payments all while they both raise their young child.
As you can imagine, this is creating massive distress on the family. I strongly encourage those who have the coin to contribute! Contribute as many times as possible! Anyone else, please amplify this fund by sharing 💜 $classytami